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Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 8:24:00 PM
my teacher really hurt me to the core today. its like ure heart sank to the bottom. and someone stabbed u in the heart again and again. it really hurts. i even shed a tear about that incident. haizz. she said i was SLOW and u know how it felt. it felt like everything around u stopped and u kept thinking about that word, SLOW. i dono wat she meant, issit she means im DUMB STUPID LOSER and ect ect. haiz. i feel awkward towards that teacher ready. how should i react? scold her? say fuck shit ass to her? hate her? i dono. cause im in the wrong too cause i was toking to my friends and not paying attention to her lesson. BUT before tat i did listen to her, but after a minute i toked to joker for a while and suddenly she called my name. and said "afiqah! blahblahblahblah SLOW" i heard that. the blah words i dono what she said. and after tat i asked joker, "who she talking too?" den joker said "she toking to u" den i was like asking that teacher huh huh?? den she said"yes! u afiqah"den i was like oh.. my heart sank. it made me felt like im a loser and an outcast. like im DUMBEST in that class. i almost cried but tried not too. because i didnt want anyone to know! but i reached home i told my sister. cause i really cant keep it. cause it'll haunt me. so i told her. her names DIYANAH she listened, and her remark was. like OMG why ure teacher say until like that? and her eyes were like wide open, like in a shock. den i was like dono. p.q(a cryin emotion) yeah. and2 u know what after her lesson me and the gang when walking down to the staff room to look for mrs ho, we accidentally saw that teacher again. and then yuying asked her, "hey teacher why u so moody todae?" then that teacher replied" u guys were so playful todae. so childish. and blah blah blah" and i dono wat else she said. and suddenly we were walking with her to the staff room too. and suddenly BAM! my name again... i was day dreaming, i wasnt listening to what she was saying. so dono wth she said to my gang. soo after that when we reached staffroom readi. and i asked yuying what she say? den we were interupted. den blablahblahblah. in the mrt. i asked yuying, she said that teacher said im slow abit, tats how she said. then i was like CANNOT CONTROL readi!! ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!! so i said HOW SHE KNOW THAT IM SLOW?!! SHE NEVER EVEN TEACH ME FACE TO FACE BEFORE WHAT! SO HOW CAN SHE SAY THAT IM SLOW!!!! den yuying asked me, how much u get for ure test for that subject? i said aroung 50plus%. den she say. oh. maybe because of that. then i was like ohh... well. haiz. thats how it goes. i hope u guys dont think that i write this for some attention. NO! i just have to say it here. i was sad so i cried and cried. maybe ill try to forget about it, and just think of it as if its just another chapter of my life. =) and a new chapter begins tmr. and i hope that i dont get any remarks anymore. ill listen to your lesson ok?? i wont be childish how bout that? i know u'll be HAPPY about it. haizz. but i dont like that teacher areadi. she made me see an attitude of her i dont like. SO I DECLARE THAT I HATE U FROM THIS DAY ONWARD.
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